The World Beyond the Poem
for Neeli Cherkovski
The pumpkins are
almost big enough
to carve
to let rot
on the front porch
the death of it
the candle wax
& mold of it
the candle wax of death
I’ll figure it out
but not right now
how to carry it
this sadness
this rotting smile
the stench of it
inside the mask
I’ll figure it out
but not right now
I want to be a dead poet
but not right now
I want to drink espresso
with Neeli Cherkovski
late nights at
the immortal cafe
smoke cigarettes
with Jack Mueller
I want to be a dead poet
but not right now
I’ll figure it out
I hope
I’ve been there before
to Hope
a small town on I29
I’ve been there before
I’ll figure it out
how to carry it
this sadness
this
sadness
candle wax of death
this jack-o-lantern’s
soft dull teeth
the poem it reads
the sadness of it
slurred
the poem
rotten
with reason
the world beyond
the poem
always expanding
Jack, I don’t know what to say.
Yesterday
there was an ocean. Now it’s gone.
Every house is filled with years,
every year filled with sadness.
We light no small fire to keep
our pipes from freezing.
We sing no insignificant song
to keep our hearts thawed.
Let me fall asleep in this poem.
Let me wake from this dream
& into another.
To be carried like time across lapping waves
To wash upon some distant shore
but a chance inside someone else’s dream—
whose toes are those?
Whose knees are these?
Pardon me miss,
whose nose is this?
To be a roll of Mallarmé’s dice — to be a roll of your own.
Sam Silva says
i like these….take them to heart